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MAY 14TH, 2013

SO TODAY IS GRADUATION FOR THE CLASS OF 2013 (the class that i would have been a part of had i not graduated a year early!) !!!!

YAY I’M SO PROUD OF EVERYONE AND HAPPY FOR THEM AND AT THE SAME TIME I’M JUST LIKE “HA! BITCHES IT TOOK YOU A WHOLE EXTRA YEAR!!” I’M SO FULL OF EXCITEMENT AND SPITE AND HAPPINESS ALL AT THE SAME TIME hahahaa

well, i’m gonna go ahead and cheer on my fellow comrades. comrades such as Adriana Macias, ummm, and whoever else that i happened to like in high school (that’s a fucking joke, i hated everyone in my high school)

anyways, just thought i’d drop in and let you know of the exciting news (maybe you can cheer from afar??) it starts at 7pm so if you want, when it turns 7pm you can just think to yourself ‘yay, all those stupid fucking bitches that Jazmin left behind a year early are now finally graduating!’ 

and that is all. 

have a happy dayyy :D

i meant to post this yesterday..

yesterday was a success! i went around town with Tyler and we got a whole bunch of footage for our video project in Intro to Architecture 

and then after we were done i went home and changed and met up with Tin and Tyler (Mylan came a little later) at Waterfall Park! i ‘played soccer’ (we just did long passes) with Tyler while Tin was skatin’ around the park bein’ a cool kiddd :)

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so i woke up this morning and my legs were sore, yessss ! i wanna get toned and tight and i’m so happy i played soccer with Tyler yesterday, i just feel like for the first time in my life i can actually achieve my goal of getting fit, in fact, i know i can. better watch out… cause i’m gonna be a babe before long ;)

also, i know that i know this, and that Mylan knows this, and that the whole world pretty much knows this but i’m gonna say it again: i love Mylan so much, he’s the most handsome, lovely, caring, strong, creative,   boyfriend ever and i feel so blessed to have him in my life. i love you with all my heart, to the end of my days ♥, i really struck gold  

April 19th, 2013.

ugh okay so lemme sum up my day (even though you guys know some of what happened already). 

so at first me and Mr. Tyler Armstrong were supposed to go out and film buildings for a project from our Intro to Architecture class. i thought that he would end up bailing but instead I did because i had a case of the really really bad period cramps (i like got dizzy and everything looked blue and then i fell over on my bed and started crying cause it hurt so bad) (oh and by the way, that’s only ever happened to me once before). and later when they subsided i asked Tyler if he still wanted to go out and film but Taylor had already got a hold of him to help fix his truck, fine okay, no big deal. 

but so then Night at the Nelson was approaching and even though i didn’t think that Mylan nor Tyler would come with me (even though they both agreed to do so earlier this week), i still hoped they would so i sent them both a text saying that it started at 6. Obviously i was right though because neither of them showed up (but it was okay because since they never answered my texts,i just invited my dad and Chris). After Night at the Nelson was over we went to Barnes and Noble because Dad needed to buy a CD for the youtube videos he’s been making lately. 

***side note: Tin & Amber live in a duplex in which the lease is under Amber’s name. this duplex used to be her dad’s but then he moved out and allowed them to move in. 
so a few days ago, Amber gets a text from her Dad essentially saying that he is moving back into the duplex and Tin has to move out because he’s going to take over the bedroom again and Amber can sleep in the living room on the couch. Tin & Amber made other arrangements, they’re moving into Tin’s mom’s house.***

but anyways so tonight was Tin & Amber’s last night in their duplex, right? so they had a little partayyy like they always do, i really wanted to go because i always have fun (the alcohol doesn’t hurt either ahahha). And so i asked Mylan if he wanted to go.. and of course he doesn’t want to because he wants to be at Taylor’s (which i completely understand, because Taylor is only in town for a limited amount of time). but so i tell him that i’m gonna go anyways because that’s what i want to do, and then he tells me that he’ll go with me because he doesn’t want me to possibly get drunk and drive home. and later i call him back to see what’s going on and i guess him and Tyler create this entire fucking master plan on how we’re gonna go about this, and seriously? at this point i’m just done so i tell Mylan i don’t want to after all. and the worst part is that he then tells me that he isn’t going to stay the night, like he always does EVERY Friday night. HEY MOTHERFUCKER, YOU’D THINK THAT IF THIS WAS A WEEKLY ROUTINE YOU WOULDN’T WAIT UNTIL THE LAST FUCKING SECOND TO TELL ME THAT YOU AREN’T GOING TO STAY THE NIGHT. OH AND THANKS FOR THE LAME ASS EXCUSE ‘oh i dunno, i just, i dunno,’ YES I JUST LOVE TO EAT THAT SHIT UP, THANK YOU. but while those were my thoughts i didn’t tell him any of that because i knew that it shouldn’t have been a big deal and it’s really not going to matter in a month from now anyways. 

so i just ended up going to Dad’s house because there was nothing else to do. i just wish that tonight would’ve been better. that is definitely not how i wanted to spend my Friday night. goddamn it Mylan.

RE: alright guyz

hey so i feel real stupid cause I was the one that bailed and not Tyler like i thought. goddamn are we ever gonna get this project done?

*side note: i bailed cause i started getting cramps so bad that i got all dizzy and fell straight on my bed

well now i’m off to dad’s house to get Chris and go to Night at the Nelson (i have to go for my sculpture class ahaha)

alright guyz.

i finally got Tyler to agree to go out and film with me for our architecture project! 

hopefully this will be fun :) i love making videos anyways so i think it will be ! :D 

mmk well have a nice day if you’re reading this :)

BAH.

ugh, i’m sick. fucking whyyyy. i think Chris was the culprit, but maybe not, idk.

all i know is that i feel like a piece of shit. i got a fucking waterfall coming out of my nostrils and i lost my voice, on top on that my throat is like red/inflamed and it’s all like mucus-y 

well at least Taylor’s coming back tonight at midnight (or tomorrow in the wee hours of the morning, whatever you prefer). i saw his truck last night when me and Mylan went to go get it and drop it off at his Taylor’s house. it looks really nice actually, it kind of surprised me how good it looked. 

das it yo. 

have a good day :)

April 17th, 2013!

i really don’t even know why i’m making this post,

i just wanted to. 

for no reason

at all.

okay

well

that’s it, bye bye luv u

Tuesday April 16th, 2013, 10:58pm

ugh i’m tired. but i don’t feel like walking upstairs to go to bed. plus i have to do the dishes, SHMEHHH.

in other news: Taylor is coming to town in just TWO days! ya ya ya, i’m excited to hang out with him and Mylan again (in reality, Taylor is Mylan’s best friend but when Tay is in town i like to pretend that i’m part of the group ahahahaha)

oh yeah and in sculpture we have to do this wood carving project, right?
well i’m making a bust of an obese person, hopefully it will turn out looking like Jabba the Hut from his neck (wherever that may be) up.

last but not least, i thought i would make yallz jealous by telling you yet again how much i love Mylan. he’s really great, and we’re so playful with each other and i love him dearly. 
lol today he told me how he was gonna get me a huge blood diamond one day and i was just like:
“naw, you can just get me like a bubblegum ring or something”
and then he just like got in this half laughter/half shock & awe and said that he was thinking: ‘what you want me to get you like a ring made out of bubblegum wrappers or something?!?!’
and then he said that sometimes he feels like he can finish my sentences and we’re so in sync, and i agree with him and everything, but i haven’t laughed like that in quite a while. ahahahahah

okay bye now.

Friday April 12th, 2013

so me and Mylan are making some enchiladas (well, he is mostly ahahah, i’m not much for cooking)

also we went to Family Video and got the movie Killing Them Softly… do you guys know if it’s any good? well lemme knoww 

excited to see itttt :3

its so fucking nice outside, why am i on my goddamn laptop.